![]() Like don’t get me wrong, the -isms and the phobias definitely make the doors bigger and the windows heaveire but at the end of the day, it’s on you to push. When you start to believe in yourself, you realize that the doors and windows are being opened and closed by you. So what does this have to do with anything? Where do the windows come in? 2.0 Tdi Ultra 190 Sport 5dr power Boot Opening And Closing,dab Digital Radio Module,all Round Electric Windows,split Folding Rear Seats £16,799. Like I had to believe in happiness to think I could be happier, ya know? It’s a circle. Once I allowed myself to be real, like a real life person that has emotions and feelings, it became a lot easier to also see myself as a better and happier version. But what did it get me?Īnxiety, stunted growth, a curated instagram and a rug worn threadbare from pacing about how I didn’t say thank you to the lunch lady in 5th grade? I was really scared of opening doors only for the knob to disappear when I reached for it. Mistakes? What’s that? I needed to be perfect or as adjacent to it as possible so that I didn’t have to face the fact that I was afraid of trying. Like I had to stand ten toes down on every single choice I made. ![]() I had taught myself to believe that believing in myself was all or nothing. (Is this analogy a house or a race? Doesn’t matter, just stay with me.) ![]() A door slamming or a car breaking down or a “No” that tells us that maybe we should hang it up. Keep eyes fixed to what looks like the finish line but every once in a while, there’s a little detour. Feet hurt, the path is confusing and we wrote the directions down on a napkin that mysteriously disappeared the moment we put the pen down. Living our dreams for the silly goose of it all and making a way out of no way. ![]() Standing at a door that should’ve been closed sometime ago. ![]()
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |